πŸ₯³ 2024-04-12 to 13

πŸ₯³ 2024-04-12 to 13

πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ A random statue in my neighborhood. Like, WTH??? 😭

πŸ‡°πŸ‡· 우리 λ™λ„€μ˜ λžœλ€ν•œ 동상. λŒ€μ²΄ 이게 λ­λž€ 말인가.

πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ Seoul High School. I ran laps here, in the mornings, on the first three or four Saturdays on which I conducted the seminar with Hyewon. The reason: to increase my heart rate prior to an activity that was bound to make me nervous. This strategy worked excellently, especially on the first day I was presenting at Amado Art Space. But after a few weeks, I wasn't nervous anymore about talking in front of 10-20 people. So I stopped going to Seoul High School prior to the seminar sessions. Hehe.

But then, the day I had to sing at Hyewon's wedding, I returned to Seoul High School. This was both for the Increase Heart Rate strategy & to look good on camera. 😊 Nothing beats running on the day of an important event, if you wanna look un-swollen.

πŸ‡°πŸ‡· μ„œμšΈκ³ . ν˜œμ›μ΄μ™€ μ„Έλ―Έλ‚˜λ₯Ό ν† μš”μΌλ§ˆλ‹€ μ§„ν–‰ν–ˆλŠ”λ°, 처음 μ„œλ„ˆ μ£Ό λ™μ•ˆμ€ μ—¬κΈ°μ„œ 아침에 λ›°μ—ˆλ‹€. 이유: κΈ΄μž₯λ˜λŠ” ν™œλ™ 이전에 μ‹¬λ°•μˆ˜λ₯Ό λ†’μ—¬κΈ° μœ„ν•΄. 이 μ „λž΅μ€ μ•„μ£Ό 잘 ν†΅ν–ˆλ‹€. νŠΉνžˆλ‚˜ μ•„λ§ˆλ„μ˜ˆμˆ κ³΅κ°„μ—μ„œ 처음 ν”„λ ˆμ  ν…Œμ΄μ…˜μ„ ν•  λ•Œ κ·Έλž¬λ‹€. ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ λͺ‡ μ£Όκ°€ μ§€λ‚˜μž, 10-20λͺ…μ˜ μ‚¬λžŒ μ•žμ—μ„œ μ΄μ•ΌκΈ°ν•˜λŠ” 건 λ”λŠ” κΈ΄μž₯λ˜μ§€ μ•Šμ•˜λ‹€. κ·Έλž˜μ„œ μ„Έλ―Έλ‚˜ μ„Έμ…˜μ„ μ•žλ‘κ³  μ„œμšΈκ³ μ— λ”λŠ” 가지 μ•Šμ•˜λ‹€. 히히.

κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‹€κ°€ ν˜œμ›μ΄ κ²°ν˜Όμ‹ μΆ•κ°€λ₯Ό λΆ€λ₯΄λ˜ 날에 μ„œμšΈκ³ λ‘œ λŒμ•„κ°”λ‹€. μ΄λŠ” μ‹¬λ°•μˆ˜ 높이기 μ „λž΅μ„ μœ„ν•΄μ„œμ΄κΈ°λ„ ν–ˆκ³ , 카메라빨을 잘 λ°›κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œμ΄κΈ°λ„ ν–ˆλ‹€. 😊 λΆ“κΈ° μ—†μ• λŠ” λ°λŠ” 당일 λ›°κΈ°κ°€ μ΅œκ³ μ§€...

πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ A Japanese restaurant in my neighborhood. The ramen was soooo bad! LOL.. and the hot sake they gave me came in a cup that was burning hot.

But I like how they decorated the space + I went here on the 13th, right after the book talk at Amado Art Space, to do a little self-celebration of my success. (I consider not vomiting in front of an audience a success.) So, despite the mediocre food and drink, I was happy.

πŸ‡°πŸ‡· 우리 λ™λ„€μ˜ 일본 식당. 라멘이 μ΅œμ•…μ΄λ‹€. 히히. 그리고 뜨거운 μ‚¬μΌ€λŠ” κ·Έμ•Όλ§λ‘œ 뢈처럼 뜨거운 μž”μ— 담겨 λ‚˜μ™”λ‹€.

κ·Έλž˜λ„ 곡간 λ°μ½”λ ˆμ΄μ…˜μ΄ 쒋은 데닀가, μ•„λ§ˆλ„μ˜ˆμˆ κ³΅κ°„μ—μ„œ μ§„ν–‰ν•œ 뢁토크가 λλ‚œ 당일인 13일에 κ°”λ‹€. λ‚˜μ˜ 성곡을 μ†Œμ†Œν•˜κ²Œ μžμΆ•ν•˜κΈ° μœ„ν•΄μ„œ. (관객 μ•žμ—μ„œ ν† ν•˜μ§€ μ•Šμ€ κ²ƒλ§ŒμœΌλ‘œλ„ 성곡이라 생각함.) κ·Έλž˜μ„œ 별볼일 μ—†λŠ” μŒμ‹κ³Ό μˆ μ—λ„ λΆˆκ΅¬ν•˜κ³  ν–‰λ³΅ν–ˆλ‹€.

πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ I went to this playground after the meal. It's the playground where I used to play at, as a child.

Again, I was alone. At most important moments, one is going to be alone. That is how it should be. No one can understand one as well as oneself. When I was doing the book talk, physically, there were other people there. But in essence, I was alone in that no one could feel for me what I was feeling in those moments.

So, after the book talk, I wanted to celebrate alone. I was there for me when I was nervous during the book talk; I was there for me afterward when I wasn't nervous anymore.

πŸ‡°πŸ‡· λ°₯을 λ¨Ήκ³ μ„œλŠ” 이 λ†€μ΄ν„°λ‘œ κ°”λ‹€. λ‚΄κ°€ 어렸을 λ•Œ λ†€λ˜ 놀이터닀.

μ΄λ²ˆμ—λ„ ν˜Όμžμ˜€λ‹€. λŒ€λΆ€λΆ„μ˜ μ€‘μš”ν•œ μˆœκ°„λ“€μ— μ‚¬λžŒμ€ ν˜Όμžλ‹€. 그게 λ§žλ‹€. 아무도 μžμ‹ μ„ μžμ‹ λ§ŒνΌ 이해할 수 μ—†λ‹€. λ‚΄κ°€ 뢁토크λ₯Ό ν•  λ•Œ, λ¬Όλ¦¬μ μœΌλ‘œλŠ” λ‹€λ₯Έ μ‚¬λžŒλ“€μ΄ 거기에 μžˆμ—ˆλ‹€. ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ 본질적으둜 λ‚˜λŠ” ν˜Όμžμ˜€λ‹€. κ·Έ μˆœκ°„λ“€μ— λ‚΄κ°€ λŠλΌλŠ” κ±Έ 아무도 λŒ€μ‹  λŠκ»΄μ€„ 수 μ—†μ–΄μ„œμ˜€λ‹€.

κ·Έλž˜μ„œ 뢁토크가 λλ‚˜κ³ μ„œ λ‚˜λŠ” ν˜Όμžμ„œ κ·Έ 끝을 κΈ°λ…ν•˜κ³  μ‹Άμ—ˆλ‹€. 뢁토크λ₯Ό ν•  λ•Œμ˜ κΈ΄μž₯감 속에 λ‚˜λŠ” λ‚΄ 곁에 μžˆμ—ˆκ³ , λλ‚œ ν›„ κΈ΄μž₯감이 λ¬ΌλŸ¬κ°€κ³  λ‚˜μ„œλ„ λ‚˜λŠ” λ‚΄ 곁에 μžˆμ—ˆλ‹€.